NovelUpdateChapter 0153 "What are you doing here? Alec," I ask Alec, still eating my ice cream.
"I could ask you the sthing, Sadie," he answers, his eyes focused on me. "I saw Micah's car and wondered what he would be doing here. Only it wasn't Micah, it was you." I used to chere as a safe haven. I didn't have anywhere in the pack except the meadows, but when I wanted to get away from the pack, I would chere.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtLike I said, most of the tI chere because of Alec. Any the would ignoreor brushoff as if I were nothing. Any the would treatlike I was invisible. Like I didn't matter, I would chere.
I can't even begin to count the number of times he would break my heart. So you can imagine just how many times I chere to escape my heartbreak and the pain I was feeling.
Before he found Lola, I would chere whenever he would bring his new toy to the pack house... or whenever I witnessed his current flavor leaving his bedroom or his office looking thoroughly ravished. I hated it, and I hated that it hurt me.
I would crunning here. A place I knew was untouched by Alec or the supernatural world. Like I said, we don't usually interact with humans. That simply means ninety-five percent of the supernatural species prefer businesses owned by supernaturals.
I found peace here because it wasn't marred by our species. Here, being surrounded by humans meant that I could forget all about mate bonds and just be normal.
When he found Lola, I chere to escape their love. She was always around, and she had Alec wrapped around her little finger. I am not ashamed to admit that I hated seeing him so in love with her. I hated seeing them flaunting their love and relationship in my face. My visits here becregular after Lola entered the picture. I chere to escape the pain of seeing the man I love falling in love with someone else.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmIt honestly killed me. It felt like a thousand knives were being plunged into my heart. It leftshattered, reeling from the pain of losing a man I fell in love with.
Do you honestly know how it feels? To see the once cold, unfeeling Alpha, so soft and mushy in her hands? This is the sman who treatedlike I was the devil. This is the sman that barely showed emotions. The sman that I thought wasn't capable of showing emotions because of how he treatedand how he was raised.
It all but destroyed me. Each day, seeing them so loveydovey killedslowly. My heart was constantly bleeding, and I felt like I was drowning in my pain and heartache.
I couldn't tell Piper what was going on because this was her brother we were talking about. There was also the fact that she never took my feelings for Alec seriously. I didn't have anyone I could talk to about how hard it was forexcept for Mrs. Walter. That's why I chere all the time. To talk to someone who understood and to escape my pain.
"Is this the young man you always talked about?" Mrs. Walter asks, her eyes moving between Alec and me. I give her a sharp look, trying to let her know not to give anything away, but she fails to understand my look. "You are goodlooking. Just like my husband was. It's a shthat you are as foolish as he was too." Alec's brows pull down, his eyes shifting between the two of us as confusion marred his features. "What are you talking about?" Mrs. Walter huffs, glaring at him. "If I had my cane, I would have bashed your head. Maybe that would bring ssense into that stubborn, thick head of yours."
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