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| didn’t have to roll around in my questions for too long because in the next second the Alpha was strolling into
the room with Jessy in his arms. The four years old currently had her arms wrapped around his neck and was
chatting his ear off telling him about the last two weeks in a rushed chatter.
In thi
moment, | envied Jessy a lot. | wished it would be easy forto just run into his arms and for everything to fall
into place for us again, but | couldn't. Instead | was standing in the middle of the living area with a toy in my
hand.
My heart was racing faster than it ever had and | could feel my wolf pacing around, adding even more to my
anxiety. Smith walked into the room and when our eyes connected, he lookedway fromin what looked like
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtshame.
“I had to Freya. I'm sorry. He said and | swallowed heavily, hoping to chase away the lump in my throat.
“Jess, chelpbring out sstuff | got you from the car Smith urged and Jessy unwrapped her arms from
Greyson'’s neck to look at him.
“Toys?” She asked and Smith nodded.
“Yes, and sother things. Con let's go.”
“Mastah cwith us? He's big and stwong.”
“No po, he doesn’t have to come, it’s just for us to carry. He'll be here when you cback.” Smith said and
Jessy looked to Greyson for confirmation.
And it wasn’t until the Alpha nodded his head that she allowed herself be placed on the floor. | watched as they
both walked back outside and for a moment | considered walking out with them.
| didn’t. | stayed in my spot and just continued to watch the closed door and after a couple of seconds in silence,
| turned back around and continued packing up the toys. My heart still racing within my chest.
The tension in the air was so thick, it would take a knife to cut through, | wasn’t sure what to say or do and I felt
more. awkward than | had ever felt in my entire life.
| heard as he walked towardsand the closer he got to me, the harder my heart beat. It was a wonder how it
was still in my chest at this point. A heart attack was going to be unavoidable if it continued like this for too long.
Greyson knelt besideand it tookback to two weeks ago in the woods. It felt like such a long tago but
| could remember all the details very clearly. As if it had just happened.
“Freya please.” He began saying and at his voice a tear slipped out of my eyes.
“I'm very sorry. | don’t deserve your forgiveness, | know that. I take full responsibility for my actions but | beg
you Freya, please, find it in your heart to forgive me.
I don’t think I can continue living without you, living with the knowledge that you hold so much resentment
towards me. | won't be able to survive it for much longer. | know what I've done, but please allowmake up
for it. | will make up for everything even if it takesyears if you givea chance and that’s all I'm asking. I'm
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmso sorry Freya, so so sorry”
The pain in the Alpha’s voice didn’t exactly sit right with me. | had never heard the man sound so resigned, hurt,
powerless in all my tstaying with him and so finally | turned so | was facing him. At this point | had tears
running down my eyes freely and the sight of him with tears in his eyes too broke my heart.
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Was it okay to believe that he wasn’t exactly in the right state of mind when he did what he had done to me? It
didn’t cover up for it, not in the least. But it helped to be able to separate the man | had fallen in love with, the
man that was currently on his knees beggingand the man that | hated with a passion.
It helped to see the man that had packed and planned a picnic while | was asleep, the man that had prepared a
birthday party for Jessy in a week differently from the man that had draggedby my hair.
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